Tell Me How

How can I make you come back
If I let you go away a hundred times?
How can I make you love me the same
If I made you forget me all the while?

How can I expect you to answer me
When I dropped your thousand calls?
How can I beg for your attention
When all I did was ignore you all along?

How can I undo this pain tonight
When I hurt you that much before?
How can I not deserve this bitterness
When I let all your sweetness turn sour?

Tell me how can I make myself believe
That you still love me the same?
When I deeply know it was my fault
To be good as someone you used to know.

#11/11/15